“Sell off this junk. Buy some decent things." My son is visiting us for Christmas. “The income from this store took care of your college education. Now my health does not permit running it.” “I’m a brand new person after college. Renewal is the name of the game. You need to change the scene around … Continue reading Going with the wind
let’s take a walk on the beachgive the ocean a chanceto touch our bare feetLater, we’ll spend some timeon the rocksto hear crashing wavestell their secretssome of whichwe’ve already imbibedas they seeped inthrough our tired skin watch the Blood Moonwalk across the skybleeding stories from other worldshappy to get rid of nameshuman imaginationgives a rocky … Continue reading Blood Moon
walk over a chasm to reach the idylldark depths provoking imaginationsmooth white pathways leading celebrationsbe led up the garden path or downhill anti gods bring the ink, gods hold the quillI hear bells ring in alliterationawaken the demons, spark creation different perspectives emerge in synclet me be the bridge, let me be the link Written … Continue reading Dark in light
dreaded time of yearto pass through the eye of a needlebe scanned under a microscopeget electrocardiogramsto check increased heartbeats before I knowif the bell tolls for meor my future goes down the drainfrom the dreaded bell curve Written for Quadrille at DVerse What is a bell curve in performance appraisals. Read here
hallowed waters gaze ‘tween the above and below mirrors to the soul
My soul was made in colour. Dark shades that once boasted of unending depths, and bright hues which flirted with boundless heights. But alas, the world judges in black and white. In one’s idea of right and wrong. In one’s perception of darkness and light.
Fall of reflections ‘pon season’s winds and rivers one leaf, many paths
My soul is a concoction of hues. A cup of Familiar with drops of Strange. It forms in a cauldron of Order, over flames of Chaos. Uniqueness was meant to be my strength, yet the world has deemed it weakness.
ignored a wound
scars remained
physical
emotional
infection influencing mind
mind in chaos
unhappy
unconvinced
unsure
unsatisfaction
camping in the mind
total disorder
peace gone
self-esteem at the lowest
never leave a wound unattended
every wound needs a closure
i never understood how i made it through all the ups and the downs all the gaps and the in betweens all the chaos and the tribulations all the uncertainties and trials i never understood too why some women are lucky enough to have the chance i have the chance of a good life the chance of providing a voice for the muted ones the chance of living my dreams when some women out there are struggling to make a living yet i am very sure they have the same skills and talents as i am the same determination the same spirit the same courage the endurance the same resilience yet hiding in a shelter worrying how the future would be or if there would be a future at all so this is for each and every woman whose lives have been changed by abuse whose fates have been…
chaosnot in line withmy plans and thought processit throws me off balance, out ofcontrol now watchdictators hidein the guise of helperswaiting to pounce on weak momentshate them… know whyI hate chaosdisorder disturbs peacemy unhindered existence, curbspower mirrorsshow same instinctsmy hunger for powerbeyond my life and existenceI fear RXC #252