I don’t wanna write

It is not easy to learn ancient languages, especially those that are not in vogue now.

They carry history – not just dates, but culture, emotions and compulsions. One wonders why they did whatever they did, and then, the answer pops out of someone’s monologue.

The fears that shackled their mindsets, and the hope that made them document their lives, dance on the wall in the arc created by the yellow light of her grandfather’s table lamp.

This library has always been her favourite place in the ancestral house, but it feels haunted at times.

Characters fly out of books to hold me in a spiritual arrest, demanding answers.

My grandfather loved me, but was jailed for a criminal record. Most of his alleged victims were women, and the person who documented his dark deeds was his wife.

I want to rearrange the pieces and write a story, but both scream from the graveyard, “I was framed. Pull me out of ignominy.”


What Do You See #352

22 thoughts on “I don’t wanna write

  1. My son was married in a Hindu temple to a woman born in Gujarat. She came to Canada when she was two years old. The priest performed the ceremony in Sanskrit, Gujarati and English. I can’t speak to his Sanskrit or Gujarati, but his English was flawless. Also a very long ceremony.

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    1. Wedding celebrations last a week here with 4-6 events.

      Someone made the “pheras” (Going round the fire) longer with a special version of mantras + songs. He adds English to Hindi and Sanskrit, if the marriage is international, and charges a bomb for it.

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  2. A very awesome piece, Reena! Ancient languages are not just languages, but they carry the history, the culture, and the compulsion. They are, however, not easy to learn. 👍

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