Quite often, I find myself gripped with a death wish. I feel like my existence is not very relevant to the world. Nor do they have anything to keep me happy and contented. I don’t really care about eulogies or elegies written for me.
What does matter is that my point of view – spoken, written or expressed by non-verbal means is understood. I don’t ask for acceptance or followers – just being acknowledged and understood. I’ve missed this one factor sorely in my life – more so, because I refused to blindly follow or obey others. They retaliated by ignoring me.
I read about the soul hanging around after death till the body is visible, and being able to hear thoughts of others. I wonder if I will want to hear all that, or just choose to make a quick exit.
Tale Weaver – #230 – Eulogy – July 4th
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I like the final question as I wonder what I might do or hear said. Thanks for adding your thoughts on this topic.
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Thank you, Michael!
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Thats a million dollar question even I wonder. Does it even matter , then ?
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It does not. One may realize that whatever was left behind has not been appreciated or preserved in the manner one had foreseen it. Then, the question is – should one want to know what’s happening.
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