Verbosity

verbosity is not about details or pedantics it conceals ignorance, deep unrest with cheer uncalled for bonhomie   I avert glances of consternation with a valiant effort and blabber on. A soulmate voices concern What’s troubling you? and I break into tears   Tuesday Chatter Weekly

Extensions of the core

broken pieces of my soul put together in different ways to create a composite whole   I fear invisible cracks to resurface and claim mind space in different roles   characters I build shadows of the core blossoming in different shapes mountains built from moles   Reena's Exploration Challenge #Week 38

Warriors of the dark

dark fears of being overpowered light up corners of my psyche.   childhood memories of voices saying I was no good unacceptable in original form   they dressed me in clothes of subservience to comply with social norms.   I couldn’t see how inner demons would be caged floating out in the cold   the … Continue reading Warriors of the dark

Such a relief….

dark vacuums between us warmed, as you flashed enigmatic smiles wherever you go, the world will go I thought as we covered last miles   silence I saw as strength was empty shattering pillars of belief the world will go, wherever you go being alone is such a relief   I celebrate my inner light … Continue reading Such a relief….

Parallel Threads

I will not let you spread your tentacles to catch them young take away all that is fair and nice rebrand ethics remnants of pride broken and put together in desired shapes blossoming buds to be injected with synthetic fragrance to create new adaptable versions to fight your battles a new me not knowing what … Continue reading Parallel Threads

Exposure

I resent being invaded, but host all external invaders. why push the oars through fragmented waters of my mind uninterrupted flow of blue waves belies unsavory secrets lying below where your oars cannot reach I disguise and rename whatever I cannot put out of sight I prefer to call it dark reflections of disturbed skies … Continue reading Exposure

Fair, not kind

A hand that protects and gifts flowing abundance cannot be contained by ceilings of clocks and calendars nor compelled to choose one path from two or more   A will that reigns supreme above pettiness and sees the larger good in random acts of fairness not kindness a dream unfulfilled.   Saturday Mix at MLMM

Bridging the Gap

The desire for more positive experience is itself a negative experience. And, paradoxically, the acceptance of one’s negative experience is itself a positive experience. paradoxes abound as conscious and subconscious take opposite seats in the ring life is not so much a mystery to be resolved complexities are self-inflicted bring it all together close to … Continue reading Bridging the Gap