“Do you remember how crazy he was about her, just a couple of years ago …. I’m taken aback by the venom he spews about her now, as if all the good in her evaporated in a storm?” “There you are, Julie …. We are unaware of the storms that pass through the mind of … Continue reading Emotional Intelligence
A sharp turn on the road, and I lose sight of you. I’ve never liked your ways of manipulating visibility. You appear, disappear and reappear at will. The manner and mode can change. It leaves so much open to interpretation. Do I need to travel to find you at some other turn? And succeed only … Continue reading Expectations Unmet
In the shadows, watching rays so bright Afraid to be seen, entwined with night
Isn’t it enough to feel all emotions but only stay intimate with own passions To care when needed but hoard all devotion Embracing within, answers to my questions
Seen reflections of what could, and might The things only I can answer right
Not through blood or heart, but from afar For my wailing calls met no answer
As I reached for souls so near yet beyond me All my smattering summons, not meant to be Yet still I heard the call, climbed the hills to see And I changed, and I became, I paid the fee
I now find home in feelings bizarre Epiphanies from peace’s reservoir.
The world keeps spinning round and round changing with every breath, without a sound I remain seated like Omphalos at the epicenter of all I see myself as the be-all and end-all changing with every breath, without a sound leaving me unaware of daily accretions I see myself as the be-all and end-all power shifts … Continue reading Fool’s Paradise
Eugenia talks about getting cosy here.. And don't miss her self-introduction About Eugenia “I would rather be amongst forest animals and the sound of nature, than amongst city traffic and the noise of man.” Anthony D. Williams. https://amanpan.blog/2020/05/08/home-sweet-home/
the poem speaks highly of how to love yourself – alone, without the need for other people’s approval and love. sometimes, our desire to belong and to be loved is what kept us trapped in an abusive relationship. and i don’t just mean here abusive relationship between a couple. this may surprise you but relationships between and among friends and relatives could be abusive too. it happens normally when one party is the one always giving and understanding.
“you need to control your habit of forgetting to breathe”, “there is a you telling another story of you. Listen to her.”these lines from the poem struck me the most.
Call It Whatever You Want
sarcasm arrogance small insults call it whatever you…