I find some old pictures,
try to arrange them in serial order
albums fall apart
gaps in between start shrieking
what followed is not what started
not what it was intended to be.
Which chapters do I tear off
to make the story look neat?
The gaps start screaming now
It’s about what was lacking
I was never there on the spot
and …
couldn’t ensure the plot was not lost
I ask the gaps to slow down
be silent and unobtrusive
Maybe time steps back
Maybe there’s another chance
Let not the legacy of speed make us dance
I ask the gaps not to get obsessed
not to blame and counter-blame
keep fighting a lost case
Maybe there’s another turn ahead
Maybe a story can be written afresh

If only I could rewrite a story afresh! LOL! I love your word play, Reena.
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Thank you and Happy New Year!
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You’re welcome, Reena.
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Our stories are always changing Reena, the longer time passes the more interwoven and mixed and mingled memories become. I think we sometimes subconsciously rearrange life to make it palatable, happy new year my friend.
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Bang on, Rob! Whatever we call reality or history is constructed in someone’s mind, and so many are willing to believe and go with it.
Happy New Year to you too, Rob!
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Nothing will ever fit neatly in its boxes or the spaces between them. She sounds stressed out in her endeavor to make things fit.
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We know there’s chaos within, but try to present a coherent picture to the outside world.
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Change, sometimes we can just hope that it brings something better.
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I guess a fear of change is fear of the unknown.
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I really enjoyed this, Reena.
Sometimes stories demand to be told a particular way, but we can also change them–the power of storytelling.
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I fully agree. Thanks for the encouragement and engagement, Merril, and here’s wishing you a Happy New Year!
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You’re very welcome, Reena, and Happy New Year to you, too!
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Maybe…. Always leaving room for hope 🤍a lovely read Reena.
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Thank you, Destiny!
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Great use of the phrases.
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Phrases just fit into a thought process at times.
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Indeed!
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