some Biblical characters and states of consciousness

sometimes i do
find myself
in the state of Job
rebelling against God
the law
demanding to be justified
for all the good deeds
i’ve done, asking
where is
my divine retribution
but self righteousness
is the voice of hell
and in hell
all is self justified

at times i’d find myself
at the state of Elijah
with all the power
and might
in my chariot
riding the peaks
of disciplinig the mind
more spiritual
and intellectual knowledge
i reign supreme at
but compassion and love
i have none
but wrath and anger
are pronounced
ah- the glory
of Elijah’s state

thank God
for the grace
of my imagination
like this beautiful maiden
Iam constantly redeemed
drawing golgotha out
of my own bondage
and limitation
in a state of Moses
Iam pointed the way
to fuse with the vision
of my imagination

these are all
just states of consciousness
that…