TRAPS

Who can send me this blank envelope? Is it a creditor wanting acknowledgement of some sort to ensnare me in a recovery trap?

They’ve been on the prowl for some time. But I’ve already lodged a complaint with the cybercrime cell about identity theft. I have not taken the loan they want me to repay.

I refuse to take delivery.

I’ve now stopped living by imposed value systems or identities. I’m not absconding, just asserting my real self.

Last year, someone found an old camera in the attic with an undeveloped reel. It belongs to a previous generation. I don’t know why they left the camera roll inside.

Is it a message? Are there hideous secrets waiting to be exposed?

Who is interested anyway?

Don’t we overestimate ourselves, when we want to leave things for posterity? A message will lose relevance in a different context. If they want to reinvent wheels, let them do it and then put their own name for it.

Aahh! Back to my pain point…. Who impersonated me to take a loan from an online app? And those idiotic lenders of this generation lend money without verifying identity in the physical world…

There is so much to protect in the present world, as long as I’m alive. There is so much inside me – undelivered, unexpressed. I need to let it out, even if the impact is short-lived.

I refuse to take delivery of unwanted items – on the psyche or through the doorstep.