Why should it feel so bleak?

 

 Why should it feel so bleak?
 there's a camera out there
 I imagine applause...
 I smile at screens....
 
 there's a camera out there
 it connects me to an audience
 I smile at screens....
 I see them wave back at me
 
 it connects me to an audience
 Why should it feel so bleak?
 I see them wave back at me
 I imagine applause... 

35 thoughts on “Why should it feel so bleak?

  1. Very good poem. Kinda fits with my experience this week with a few virtual funerals… it’s just not right. No fellow-feeling… just a cold camera….

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      1. Agreed… better than nothing, I suppose. Sorry, just overwhelmed this week. I’ve got to get offline and head out to the cemetery for a graveside service here in a few. I’ll be playing taps for this one. A cold, wet morning for it. Only hope my wooden flute will actually play.

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  2. It IS very strange, isn’t it? I’d given presentations by video, where I could not really see anyone who was listening, only the number of ‘audience present’ or some such. It is an odd thing talking to yourself and believing others might be there, someplace, listening to you. And yet, it is a reality these days, isn’t it? … If I can help it, I try to have at least one person (the moderator, whomever) leave their camera on, so I can see at least one little square-with-a-face. It does get easier, but it is strange still. I FAR prefer presenting in person, travel hassle and all.

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    1. Trainers say – look at that tiny green light of the camera and talk. The video is natural. I prefer giving a voice-over to a presentation and recording it for YouTube. The request of webinar speakers to keep typing something in the chatbox proves the need to feel the presence of an audience.

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      1. Yeah, I’m comfortable enough doing this, all told, but it is no substitute in my view to in-person presentations/workshops. I don’t attend to chatboxes during webinars (usually a facilitator/moderator/host does that), but it IS nice to know there are actual people out there paying attention .. 😉

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        1. Agree. At times, the youngsters place a gif nodding head in the profile pic and disappear. I took sometime to figure out it was a gif, and the attendee was missing 🙂 I ask them to switch on cameras off and on, in case the network is on – just to keep a check.

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