Core beliefs

Here’s a piece of prose poetry, or poetic prose ….

My core belief is that there are no core beliefs. Everything is susceptible to change.

I craved for understanding and acceptance, and believed that it will emerge miraculously from somewhere, but it never did.

I believed that sadness will disappear at the other end of the rainbow. The rainbow is a mirage which never ends.

I asked for death yesterday, and the morning brings news of the premature demise of a fellow Leo, who searched for happiness all her life. Is Death a metaphor? Is destiny interchangeable? Are wishes permeable? What separates me from another soul with similar cravings?

At the fag end of life, I realize that I have got that understanding and acceptance – but only from myself. And I wonder, what made me want it to come from outside me…..

 

Sunday Writing Prompt #243

11 thoughts on “Core beliefs

  1. I must admit I have struggled with this post as I find am uncomfortable writing about myself in the way this prompt is asking but I did like your assertion that ‘everything is susceptible to change.’ I might now give it a go.

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  2. Everyone wants and searches for acceptance understanding and love from someone throughout their life. Not everyone gets it. I don’t think we will ever know how many do and how many do not. It is fortunate you have the ability to give it to yourself.
    In this situation a religious person prays to God for acceptance and support in a time of suffering and despair. It’s all ponderous stuff.:)

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  3. Thought-provoking piece, Reena. I agree with the other commenter that the only constant is change. To question things in life and to question life itself are good mental exercises and lets us grow.

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  4. Very profound, gives me a lot to mule over. The only constant is change. I have never been a believer in absolute truths because in the end the questing and the questioning is probably a big part of what it is to be human. I don’t think there can be a truth that is true for everyone in every circumstance, I think truth is in the moment, in the just is (not the I wish), it’s personal and ultimately transient.

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