Chasing After August: When is it ever the right time?

“There’s something about arriving in new cities, wandering empty streets with no destination. I will never lose the love for the arriving, but I’m born to leave.”

― Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles: in search for The Great Perhaps

I was chasing after august wondering when it was ever going to be the right time and I felt like I got stuck in the meaning of life from what it was supposed to be to the expectation vs. reality but I know that you have a fear of rejection that is still sitting inside of your mind and no matter what you do you cannot seem to turn it off because in your own scenario you’re afraid of getting rejected by the one person you want to be your partner. So you keep asking yourself: Why and how can I turn off the fear of rejection?
I feel…